These feelings are tied up with other emotional baggage as I am one of those people who feels like a lot of the time a black cloud is following me and no matter what I do I can't get away from it!
I mean, who takes charge of their health, loses over 150lbs, begins exercising only to find out they aren't healthy at all? Some days it feels like a cruel joke. The sad thing is I know my illnesses are not jokes!
Even with that knowledge I want to be one of those carefree people who can just look at the bright side of things. I worry about things I have no control over like a lot of others do in life. I therefore made a commitment to do better and there has been a good improvement in my overall attitude.
But there are those dark days where I cry and cry, why me? This moment is one of those times...😢
